天堂离我远吗

                                                         天堂离我远吗                         落日萧萧，我的心在漂泊，                         落难像影子紧跟着我。                          看那欢笑我又说不出的苦楚。                         曾幻想一方净土                         却又那么的可望不可即                        心灵在流血，心在破碎。                        但我知道，                         一个孤儿是不敢想象天堂的光芒的。                          曾想过，孤独，                          但是                          天堂离我远吗？                          天堂的光芒，                           我怎么看不见呢？                          无论怎样的努力，                           无论怎样的痛苦，                           他仍是那么的遥远。                          一年三百六十日，风刀霜剑严相逼。                          明媚鲜妍能几时，一朝漂泊难寻觅。                          花开易见落难寻，阶前闷杀葬花人。                           手把花锄泪暗洒，洒上空枝见血痕。                          学颦儿葬花，                            默问上苍：                            天堂里我还远吗？                            梦中的天堂，                            你离我还远吗？                            你在哪里？                            伤痕累累的我，                            难道真要回归？                            变成原来的天使？                            可即使这样，                             天使也能飞向天堂，可我呢？                             一个孤儿是不敢想像天堂的光芒的。